Emotional amnesia.
First time in my life i want to cry while i'm on the road. Railways and travelling havent brought me peace this time.
Woman sitting in front of looks so alike you. And maby if i will do this outburst here i could feel better. For a while. First time i feel so alone. Godness. Why. I do not want to feel it. No more. No ever.
How to start? Do you know? And would it to change something?
Why i'm so weak? Do not want it
Since i'm the wind, есть ли я на самом деле?
Are we friends now? I think i can not do it anymore. Do not understand what is going. Do not understand you.
What is friend? In common. Is the meanig of that different for you and for me?
And if it isn't an understanding of friendship in my head ever? Or relationship?